The final year!

My final year at uni has began and it is busier than ever even though I have a lot more free time! I have been meaning to write a post but I havent got any internet at home yet so I'm waiting for that to write a proper post at the comfort of my house. Internet should be up and running in a week or so. A few things have happened with the love life but not too important. The quest for a boyfriend is still going. Why cant someone I like, like me back huh?! Or when I'm so close it goes away?! Or why are the men, that I used to like, after me now that I dont want them anymore?! Grrrr!! I'll leave u with that and hopefully will write here soon. See ya!


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Another summer ends... a whole new year starts!

The last post’s events, that were going on during June, were some of the most exciting of my summer. The rest of the summer went by pretty quickly. With me working long hours n then crashing in front of the TV or at my friends’ house for drinks... A few more interesting things DID happened though...

Firstly Athena, my 26 yr old hag, managed to get pregnant! I was with her when she was doing the test and it was definitely positive! Her majesty doesn’t like using condoms and she just takes the pill! The same pills which she skips some days because she forgets to take it. Well it was kind of expected that this would have happened sooner or later! Of course I gave her loads of shit about it and  then stood by her. She had an abortion in the end. Her boyfriend was ok. He kind of wanted to keep it but was backing her up with whatever she wanted 100%. Thing is she can’t have a child now coz she has a lot more to do in her life and she can’t support it financially. Or if she could it would cost her a lot. That’s over with now though and Athena feels good. Her boyfriend is fine with this as well and she even told her mom and she ended up being ok with the matter as she had gone through the same when she was a lot younger n stupid! Dramaaaaaaa!!

That’s that and I almost had sex with Aer... Yeap! I fell for another Jamaican! Thing is we were drunk and we started kissing and touching... I stopped it because we are friends and I don’t want to lose Aer as a friend. Aer’s old friend became his boyfriend and now they aren’t talking.  I don’t want to end up like that. I can feel something between us. Even now after a couple of months but I guess we’re both suppressing it for friendship. It’s all good though. We were both understanding,  and agreed that  it was the right thing to do!
On to more tragic news. I kissed a girl that had swine flu and I liked it! I know, swine flu, old news! I didn’t know at first and she was really really ill after a few days. I was thinking of going to a doctor but was too busy and then I saw that I wasn’t showing any symptoms so I guess I didn’t catch it! It was a good kiss though... She’s a co-worker at Pizza Hut and we were drunk...

It’s a good thing I remember when I’m drunk coz I would have had a very forgettable summer... Oh! I just remembered. I also went to my first pride on July 4th. London Gay Pride! That was a lot of fun! The pride march was fun and guess who I saw. The Brazilian guy from the last post! I just knew I was gonna see that guy again! He was dressed in drag and marching and waving his hand. Came gave me a kiss and then he was like “call me!” I still haven’t called... :P There was loads of shirtless people (of course!) and it was like a lovely rainbow gay river flowed through Soho. I mean it’s like that every day but on gay pride it was maybe more like a waterfall than a river :P It was a very nice day but I actually got a bit of hay fever on that day and wasn’t in the best mood. Me and Aer were going to see Lady Gaga in Heaven but we were just too tired by the end of the nite so we headed back home. Especially after seeing the huuuuuge line outside!

 

Sexy rainbow flag!

This picture is taken in Trafalgar Square. I'm not sure what this building is but it had the rainbow flag on it and I thought it was cool!

Cool costumes!

 

Last but not least the sexy Selfridges boys strutting their stuff!

Anything else happen...?! Oh! I saw Cascada at Heaven! That was a really nice show and her songs are fantastic. I pulled an English boy that nite :P He wanted to come back home with me and he was a bit weird so I kinda ditched him :S I met another very very sweet guy from Syria but apparently he lived in Dubai and he was only there on holiday. Also Aer introduced me to another friend of his who at the end of the nite got my number of Aer and sent me childish messages that he liked someone and he was talking to him and trying stuff but wasn’t sure and then he was like, oh its you im talking about... I mean that’s no way to chat up someone! We used to do that in high school!

So yeah that’s my summer! I’m going back to the UK tomorrow. My holidays in Cyprus are over and I can finally get back to work, uni and what feels like my real home now. Had a fun time at the beach but its time for work now. I’ve missed my friends and colleagues so I’m looking forward to going back! I want to get back into my old routine! I feel out of place here and stressed out because I’m thinking of all the things I have to do but I have to be in the UK to do them. I also have to move to the new house so that’s going to take a day or so! I hope there’s internet... Anws enough babbling, its the anxiety talking/writing.  See you guys!


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Doing it the Asian way...

Look at this greek god! Isn't he gorgeous?! Those blue eyes...

Hello there! So I left off at Britney’s concert. Well the week after that we planned a lot of going out as Syke was leaving for Cyprus. On the Tuesday we went to the Black Cap gay bar in Camden Town. It was quite fun! They got me drunk and made me sing karaoke. I sang “Like a Virgin” with Syke n the DJ goes “You’ve failed to convince me boys...” Hah! I found out that the ex goes there as well but that is another story... At the end of the nite we met this guy named Paul. Paul looked like a cool dude but he was hiding something. He’s just one of those people that I felt wasn’t completely honest... He wasn’t very clear about his sexuality even though he was in a gay bar and I could feel he was lying about past relationships... Anyways, while we were leaving we arranged to see Paul the next day at Heaven.

Wednesday night arrives and I get ready to go out. We arrive in London and queue up for Heaven. In line is an ok looking latino guy and these other older men who obviously wanted to have sex with me coz I just talked to one and then they were all over me asking about my piercing and my tattoo and touching me and one of them called Enrique(ole!) wanted to play with my chimichanga! Its fun provoking the oldies but they deserve it sometimes because they act all pervy! Not all of them

of course! I don’t want to condemn older guys. I’m not one of those people because I know I will be in those shoes at one point but perverts whether young or old are iggy! Anyways inside the club I ended up kissing the latino guy in line. I found out later on that he was Brazilian! Mmm!! At the end of the nite he gave be a goodbye kiss, pulled my phone out my pocket n wrote his number down. I never called but I did have a weird feeling that I would see him again... Heaven finished at around 3-4 and we had time to spare before the train stations opened up so Paul took us to this 24 hour cafe and we had a very nice and warm breakfast! Nothing better than greasy food to sober you up! Had a weird convo with Paul. He was being all macho n stuff and saying he can have anyone he wants n that he could charm me and blah blah blah. I was like, “You can’t charm me but I can charm you ;)” and he was being a typical fuckin top pretending to be the straightest man in the world. Whatevaaa! He was saying that I had a nice ass after when I was walkin n I was provoking him as well. Whos charmin who now?! Hun u don’t know who ur messing with!! Snap!!

So a couple of days after on the Friday me, Aer and a girl friend of ours got a bit tipsy on the train on the way to London and started to kiss each other... :S I’d never kissed Aer before but I have to be honest I did feel there was chemistry between us even before the kiss... So we go to the Black Cap and afterwards Paul recommended we go to a gay Indian club. Who knew such a thing existed?! Well it does and I think it was called club Kali. It opens once a month but apparently theres more events and clubs. On the way to the club Paul and I kissed on the bus. The ol’ladies looking were maaaaad... It was just a thing of the moment.

The club was good. I’m not really into bashment and Indian music but it was ok. People dancing and drinking! Boy did I make an impression. Apparently I must look very attractive to East Asians as I kept getting compliments and looks! 3 notable ones... A promoter outside the club was driving me craaaazy for my name and phone number. He was good looking but I gave him false details :)After a while he asked if he could kiss me

and I happily accepted :P Later on when we were out and the club had closed for the nite another guy kept saying how hot I am etc... He was 29 but looked 20, had a boyfriend of 3 years and his friends were on the look out so he couldn’t do anything. I suggested we go into a corner. At first he said no but after a while he said he couldn’t resist so we went into the corner and kissed. He was a good kisser for a little guy. He got really excited and went “Look what you’ve done to me!” and showed me his semi-erect penis o_O. That was that and I gave him a wrong number as well. Dont wanna be a home wrecker and I’m not into smaller guys :p (picky, picky!!) The last incident was a few minutes later with Paul’s roommate. He’s a really nice guy actually. He was asking me for chewing gum or something and I was like come and get it. So he did! Nice kisser as well if I recall correctly. A guy driving buy was honkin his bloody horn because of his disgust of seeing 2 guys kissing. I just gave him the finger n closed my eyes! Weird how I got away with that...
What a nite! Pulled 5 guys! Woo! So much success! It’s good though! It boosts my confidence which I never used to have. Being drunk helps too! Makes me a lot bolder :P (obviously!) Until next time my lovelies! xo xo! ;)


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Queen B!!

Admittedly my title has been inspired by the renowned Gossip Girl! I have started watching it about a week ago and I have to say, I luv it!! I have already watched the first season and I’m on the 2nd! It’s soooo good and I have fallen in love with Penn Badgley! I find him very attractive. Dare I say more than Chase! Even though I am a sucker for blue/green eyes I’m also a sucker for dimples! Mmmmm! Enough dreaming though! Last week I had PRK laser surgery. I was gonna update the blog earlier but to be honest I couldn’t read the fonts very clearly for a few days and also staying in front of a laptop screen gave me a headache n made my eyes sore! The past couple of days my vision has been, dare I say, perfect! I’ve read other people take ages to heal but I guess its because they had a higher degree of short/long-sightedness.

Last post I left off at the end of year party. Well the next day after having very little sleep and no mood at all, I headed off to London. It was 13th of June and the day of Britney’s Concert! At least I had something to look forward to. I went there with my sister and 2 cousins. Bought a couple of ridiculously overpriced souvenirs – hey its Britney k?!- and headed inside the O2 arena. I had been here before when I came to see the Spice Girls :$ but once again the huge arena made a very big impression. It’s magnificent inside. We found our seat waaaaay up high. Britney would look quite tiny but thank the lawrd for digital zoom! There was loads of people and of course the majority were gays. Wooo! It was like bloody Gay Pride in there! Not a lot of cuties though or at least where I was sitting. Where I was sitting it was boring! I wanted to get up and dance but everyone around me was borin n motionless! However I did really enjoy it and my sister and cousins took a lot of pictures. I wont talk about the songs and shit coz Britney’s concerts were soooo last summer and you’ve probably read about them again and again. Oh Ciara opened Britney’s concert in the UK. She was really good n looked hawt n sexy! Put some pictures up for u to see!

  

Look at sexy Ciara! She put on a very good show!!

She even used a wip!

 

Some people doing Circus tricks before Britney came on stage.

 

The Queen B herself as she descended from stage!

Before Britney came out there was this really disturbing video by Perez Hilto. It was a bit weird to be honest... Check it out if you haven't

Later that nite I was asked to go out with Aer n Syke but I couldn’t make it in the end... Apparently it was one of the best nites ever and Syke even found himself a boyfriend! Also Syke got told of by security twice because he was giving the guy a BJ! Well Heaven does have a movie room which sometimes shows porn so I guess it could be expected even though Heaven is not really that kind of a gay club. The “relationship” with the hot Brazilian boyfriend didn’t last long though as Syke was going back to Cyprus and he had to leave the cute boyfriend behind :(
See ya next time!! You know you love me! xo xo! Gossip Boy ;)


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Another nite, another heartbreak...

So I left off at the eventful weekend after arriving from Amsterdam. A couple of weeks after that there was an End of Year party at the uni. What a nite! Entering the venue I see Chicken! He hugs me n pecks me, I mean kisses me, some small talk ensues and then I head off to the bar to get a drink! I reeeeeally needed one! I turn around to look for my friends that were with me and I see him! My heart skipped a beat! Chicken’s housemate Prettyboi was there. Those blue eyes were staring at me and once again we locked eyes for a few awkward seconds and then came to my senses, looked away and ordered my drink... I swear that guy must see something in me. Isn’t it weird that whenever I see him I just eliminate everything around me and just stare and I feel he does the same. Grrr!! It’s annoying that nothing is happening! I guess I shouldn’t complain though if I’m not making a move, I shouldn’t expect much.

The thing is with me, I can’t remember if I’ve said this before, probably have, I like my men to come to me. Maybe its an insecurity, maybe vanity-pride, I dunno! Maybe its a Freudic complex I have developed over the years of being alone and nobody wanting me or liking me until now of course :P You see I don’t like being the hunter, I like being the prey. Also with guys I wouldn’t like to make a move, or a big first step and then be turned down. Oh no no! I want to turn THEM down. Maybe its a fear of rejection? I really don’t know. All these things always go through my mind but because I have seen that men DO approach me and talk to me without me doing anything sometimes, and some of them are lookers too, even if I really like a guy the only thing I mite do is discreetly provoke him or give him The Look! I know most, probably, want sex but hey we’ll get there. So if they make the first big step then I make more subtle moves and they’re mine without me doing much or being rejected! Guys that I don’t like or that perv on me I just ignore or slowly just remove my self from their sight! Some try and follow but they get the message sooner than later ;)

Hahaha!! Something funny happened in the middle of writing this. I wrote all the above and then left home to go to a cousin’s birthday party and after that I joined my parent’s at a posh neighbour’s house for dinner. While I was having my dinner my gaydar went off like crazy! Something camp this way comes! Low and behold, there he was! Nice guy with a lot of Cypriot features (meaning a lot of hair!) and a very charming smile! I was sure he was gay! I tried to give something off to see his reaction. The neighbour who owned the house was his godfather and he introduced us. I was being very friendly and charming and he was as well. He was asking what I do in the UK n where, you know the usual. He was saying that he goes to this Greek place in Soho, if I knew where that is, to which I didn’t reply just nodded. Of course I know! Its gay central in London! Ding ding ding! He was asking where I go out. I did want to say Heaven club but I was in a hurry to go home n my mom was there so I avoided the subject just in case and I just said Fabric. After a few minutes of thanking the host, he was sitting on the sofas and I headed out to go home. Half-way down the corridor he gets up and shouts “Bye TroubldMnd. Nice meeting you” Yeah I bet it was! I just grinned and left. You see that there!? Thats what I’m talkin about in the paragraph above! I even skipped a little on the way home (thats soooooo gay...but i luv it!) That to me means hey I like you and I want more. There is no one that camp and that good at the same time who would care of saying goodbye to a person he just met when he is halfway outside the house! If it was under different circumstances I mite have done something more but alas, I am in Cyprus, one of the many islands of Homophobia, plus I wanted to go home :P

Ahhh, I love digressing! Something always comes up. So where was I? At the end of year party. Well to make things short and simple as I have already written enough. This nite was a very sad nite indeed. I saw OB at they party and he was talking to me again and being sweet and touched me gently on the chin saying I’m cute but that was it. That broke my heart even more! We went in to dance but I lost track of him. I really wanted him, still, at this point even after what he did. The nite passed by quite quickly but the end was the worst part. You see as it was the End of Year Party and they had a couple of sad songs playing at the end which I don’t really remember. I think the last one was Aerosmith – I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing. Oh my gays, can you say “drama/flood”. All the third years around started crying and hugging and it made me realise that I would lose OB as he was graduating along with Prettyboi. Everyone I liked was leaving! I didn’t cry but I did feel like shit. I decided that I wanted to say goodbye to OB and just forget about him. I searched high and low but I couldn’t find him anywhere. A lot of people started leaving and after of like an hour of searching I gave up and sat on a bench with Noodle looking at the stars feeling horrible. I did want to cry but my eyes were dry. I just sat there gazing into space thinking things in my head over and over and trying to convince myself that something better would definitely come along but I still felt sad. I just really wanted to say goodbye. That way I would let go but it never happened... Crazy Syke came over n started saying his bullshit so I left and went home listening to Unbreak My Heart by Toni Braxton...


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Feels like insomnia!!

Its really early Saturday morning and I have just arrived from Amsterdam. The nite before I only slept about an hour in a hostel in Amsterdam in a smoking room(not a bedroom) full of cigarette and weed smoke. This is once again due to the horrible planning of the girls and we had no beds to sleep on at nite and this was the only room we could stay in... I would have tried and slept a bit more if I had known I would stay awake for at least another 24 hours, giving us a grand total of 48 hours of hardly any sleep and heart in pieces!

Arriving back home I had stuff I wanted to do and get ready for the big nite ahead. As soon as I got home, I made a list and went shopping and on my way there made a quick stop at the hairdresser’s for a haircut long overdue! You see that nite I had a very formal birthday party and afterwards another birthday party, completely different, at a gay club in London.

So I got everything ready, unpacked and slept for like 2-3 hours. Got ready for the dinner. Wore a dark grey suit with very thin white stripes going down, a nice dark stripy shirt and a white tie. I have to say I looked quite nice! The dinner party was held at my university’s dining hall and it was fantastic. The reception was on a balcony and white and red wine was served! Then dinner in the dining hall with planned seating! I was on a table with a couple of my future housemates, a lovely funny queer and a couple of the birthday girl’s friends and this beee-atch polish girl whom I hadn’t spoken to since last year because she started uni, got in the cheerleading squad and suddenly got all diva(Snap! Snap! Snap! Mmmmmmhhm!) on everyone’s ass .

That's me n the biyatch.

Now she is apparently trying to atone for her sins and trying to make friends. She started talkin to me about boyfriend problems and shit and exchanged numbers and then was calling me to meet up for coffee and wanted to have a joint with me o_O? Anyways ‘nough bout her. The queer guy. I had heard from the birthday girl before that he fancied me. Thing is hes a very nice guy but it hasn’t “clicked”. I haven’t felt the “click” and if I don’t then I’m not interested. He’s not bad looking. Quite nice I would say, tall and funny but no “click”! I just don’t feel there’s chem... He was kinda trying and we had a good laugh but I left it at that because I had to go catch the train to London for the next par-tey! I wonder how the nite would have ended if I had stayed...

Went to London with Aer and there we met Syke and a few more queers. It was a lezz’s birthday and they decided to celebrate it at G-A-Y @ Heaven. It was my first time at Heaven. Looked nice and had great music. I just remembered, if I am not mistaken, Kate Ryan was performing at Heaven that nite. I remember hearing her sing Ella Elle L’a. Most people didn’t recognize her but I did and this only one song I know. Check it out its really nice!

So Aer invited a friend of his to come along as well, lets call him OB. Hm.. I just went through my posts and realized I never talked about Chicken’s party. Gawd! Another long story there... I’ve neglected this blog too much! Ok quick recap of things missed!

Went to Chicken’s little soirée! Pretty housemate was there playing the piano. So dreamy... Lots of eye contact and he sat on me to take a photo. Weird situation really, aer n syke were there too. He asked me what my name was. Come on are u kiddin me? Chicken is his housemate, he must have told him about me and that he likes me. Chicken spreads goss like swine flu on humans! :P Anyways. Had a couple people asked me if I liked Chicken. Had realised it was a trap so I played the “He’s just my friend” card. Met OB that nite who confessed later on that Chicken put him up to asking me if I fancy him. Oh btw few days later Chicken talked to me on MSN and asked me if I wanted to have sex with him. I politely declined and played the friend card once again. He’s found someone else now, phew!

So thats the recap. Back to Heaven! We were dancing n drunk, having loads of fun and OB was hitting on me. He’s a good looking lad from Peru so I asked Aer if he was single. He said yes so I thought ok, next chance I get I’ll pull him :) We kissed eventually! Very nice looooong kiss. Kisses to be exact... He was being very nice and gentle. Even gave me a few hickies. Tee-hee :P I had to sit down a few times due to my injured knee. I had a really good feeling about OB and was really really in the mood for a BF and since I couldn’t get Chicken’s housemate I was on the look-out. My only problem is that I fall for people just like that! I know I’m stupid but OB kept being helpful and sweet

so I was actually, within minutes, falling for him! At one point I felt sorry for everyone coz when I stopped dancing they did as well so I shooed them away! Aer stayed with me and after restin the ol’ knee for a while we went back to the dance floor! Syke was grinding with someone so we left him at that and looked for OB. I couldn’t see him anywhere and then he caught my eye. Bitch was dancing with another guy and then next thing I know they snog and the guy was fugly too! Argh!! I just wanted the earth to open up and swallow me! Betrayal! I was devastated. Couldn’t believe it. Why do that? Why send all those signs? Why hold my hand. Why be sweet to me? Why hold me by the waist like we’re together and then do that? Afterwards I saw him looking for us but I just stayed where I was dancing and left him there looking. When he did find us he came back for more and I did give it to him I have to say. I know that I shouldn’t actually if he was playing me like that but it made me feel like I was worth coming back to, so I succumbed to him and my passion for a kiss...

I’m over this whole story now though. At the end of the nite he didn’t even give me a goodbye kiss and I still had a long journey back home having to wait for the train from Waterloo Station at 7 in the morning contemplating what I did wrong...? I later found out from Aer that OB has a lot of insecurities and just has to, has to, has to kiss someone any night he goes out because he feels that he’s ugly and no one likes him and he can’t find anyone decent! Join the club! Jeez woman! Oh n also Aer asked him about

the dude he was kissing and he kept denying it until he gave up and told him that it was just a random dude and asked him not to tell me!
WTF?!?! That means that there was something there but maybe he was waiting for me to make a move. There have been a few awkward meetings after that night at Heaven but nothing more... I need to grow up. Stop falling for the first guy I see or kiss. It’s just that I want a relationship so bad. I’ve never had a proper loving relationship with mutual feelings with a male! I shouldn’t let desperation get the best of me though. And with this I leave you once again! Back in a couple of days! See ya!!

P.S. Stop by Confessions of a Muscler and give the guy a nice word. He’s been tryin to find a good guy for ages and now that he finally did he’s just left him. I feel for ya mate ;)


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I AMsterdam!

Finally! I’m back in Cyprus and relaxing. Have been putting off writing in the blog for too long so I decided to sit down and write about eeeeeeeeverything and then post it in bits. Got a nice tan! Mmmmmmmmmhm! Been to the pool and the beach. Came out to a few more friends that I wanted to be honest with. I’m sick of lying to them when they ask about girls n stuff after having accepted myself and being ok makes it a lot harder to lie for some reason. I just cant do it as well as I used to when I was my old closeted self livin in Narnia! I wanna write some more stuff about coming out but I’ll leave them for another post. When I get through the entire load I have to write about the summer.

So we booked our tickets to Amsterdam for 5 days during the last week of May, right after exams! Ah bliss!! Cherry was the one that did most of the searching along with Foufou. Was a bit annoying as they didn’t really ask for anyone’s help and we ended up booking a youth hostel in Noordwijk, which is a beach town an hour away from Amsterdam! Gawd! Women! ;) We even ended up paying a bit more than a few deals I found online with 4 star hotels... Anyway let’s just say that was ok. We arrive in Amsterdam and take the train to the sister hostel in downtown Amsterdam, drop our bags n start touring! We follow Cherry and Foufou around for 2 hours in search for the Grey Area. As I have heard of a red light disctrict I though this grey area was something similar having something special to show. After loads of walking, asking and losing our way we reach the infamous grey area! Guess what it was! A bloody coffee shop, smaller than a shoebox that sold already rolled up joints and not weed by the gram. It was supposedly one of the best and oldest coffee shops. Bullshit!! Found loads better afterwards! Grrrrr! This frustrated me and the rest of the girls. Oh btw. It was me, coco, cherry, foufou, samara, asa and noodle.

 This is me kissing an astronaut dummy in the Space Expo in Noordwijk :P

When we went to the youth hostel later that day we find that our 7-bed bedroom was actually a dorm kind of room with 10 or so bunkbeds. It was a shock but really what did we expect from a hostel? I knew it was weird when I read the email saying that there was a 7-bed bedroom. Cherry n Foufou where ok with it, or so they said – I saw the look of horror on their faces as they opened the door n saw a fat guy half naked snoring like one of those road drills! They were acting as if everything was ok because as they said they slept in dorms like this in boarding school. Asa and Samara especially were not happy. There was sooooooo much bitching going on, especially next morning when the girls woke up or should I say stayed up due to the loud drill going on all nite! I on the other hand slept like a baby, I knew the army would come in handy. Thats how it was was in the army. A room with loads of bunkbeds, people snoring and talking in their sleep n sleepwalking. We HAD to sleep, we needed it, so I guess we got used to blocking out noise and sleeping through almost anything! Because of all the bitching and stuff we got split into 2 groups. I was actually quite neutral and both groups talked to me and didn’t bitch about me. Phew! I was with Asa, Samara and Noodle. So throught the next few days we went to the Anne Frank museum. That was nice. Ok I guess. Didn’t get very excited about it and people were making such a big deal. Jeez! So many people died in the Holocaust, do we have to go on and on about a girl who wrote a diary? I mean she gave loads of insight about the happenings and all that but I personally do not understand the hype of it all...

We also went to the Heineken Experience. That was fantastic! Got a tour of how Heineken beer is made. Tasted it in different stages and then at the end we got a lovely iced glass of beer. I have never tasted beer that good and I’m not a beer fan! Also went through a simulator of the whole process. That was fun. We were roasted n blended and dumped in water. Fun times!
What I really, really liked was the Van Gogh Museum. I loved it! I’m not a big fan of art either but I do appreciate it when I see it. Van Gogh’s painting “Starry Night” was there for a short time only all the way from New York and I’m glad I got to see that. What really caught my eye though was another painting of his called “Starry Night over the Rhone”. Great piece of art!

 

My photograph taking skills aren't so good...

What else do we have... Oh! The sex museum! That was disappointing. Not at all modern and not very well maintained in my opinion. It was fun though. Took quite a few snaps. Loads of penises but only a wall on homosexual pornography.
If you are ever in Amsterdam I recommend having a traditional dessert they have. I cannot remember the name but they are tiny little puffy pancakes served with powdered sugar and syrup. Yummy!!

Red Light District was fun. Loads of ugly women prostituting. Honestly I found most of them not so attractive and quite plump. Fun to look at though :P I’ve heard of a blue light district which is supposedly men prostituting but didn’t find any such thing. I think I read somewhere that the blue lights are for transsexuals. Not sure.
People in Amsterdam are very gay friendly or should I say gay tolerant! There was quite a few men holding hands or standing close, than the distance acceptable by straight men, to each other. I have to say I didn’t notice any lesbians but then again they are kinda harder to spot. Quite a few gay bars, hotels, clubs and even shops branding the rainbow flag. So I guess its quite a free country. Unfortunately I didn’t go out to any of these or any straight clubs for that matter. I have to say though that I found some Dutch people quite rude and cold but I guess every country comes with its own special kind of people and way of thinking. Overall had a great time. Even sent some weed back to the UK and a week after I got it! Suck on that Royal Mail! Mouahaha! :S

I’ll leave you with a lovely sunset from the beach in Noordwijk and a fabulous, gay, summery video! See ya!

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Hey guys! Once gain sorry for taking ages to update. Guess I've just been lazing around/working but haven't been online much. Got the next few couple of days off n then I'm going to Cyprus where I will update u on everything that has been going on this summer!! See ya guys!! xxx

P.S. I want a boyfriend...!!! Oh n I'm on iPhone so lets hope this works!


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Long time no write!

Hey ppl! Very sorry about taking aaaaaages to update. I have been working, going out, lazying around and doing nothing these past couple of months! I also had to move and the day I was about to move into Athena’s house her housemates asked me not to because if the agency found out they would lose their money or something so I have moved in with another friend which is actually better coz I pay no rent and I have my own room :) Quite a few things have happened so I just thought that in this post I will just outline them and then talk about each of them separately. Plus I think I should write down all the nicknames I have mentioned in my blog, remind people (and myself :P) who they are, maybe remove some of them since I probably won’t see them or mention them much and also add a few more!

Here is the list of names firstly with the ones I write about the most:

HornyFag, PMSBitch, Paris Spoilton: These 3 were my housemates my previous/second year of studies. Each one freakier n weirder than the other except Paris who in the end proved to be the only normal one in that hell-hole! If you’ve read the blog then you will know all the stories about HornyFag and his closeted dark side and PMSBitch who’s like a Pandora’s Box! If you haven’t read the blog then just press the tags under this post and you can read all about them! I probably won’t be mentioning them much now since I don’t talk to PMSBitch anymore and I don’t live with them anymore...

Athena: She’s my hag! I love her to bits and would do anything for her! She’s great although she can be forgetful and reckless but I guess that’s why I love her! We work together in Pizza Hut as well!

Valentine: He’s a long story! You can also press the tag to find info about him. Basically he was the first guy I loved which yanked me out the closet and made me realise who I truly am and made me face my fears! (He didn’t actually do that himself just my love for him made me realise all this...) I’m over him now and I doubt I’ll mention him much as he has graduated and won’t be living close by.AJ: He’s my friend from high school. He now studies in America. He’s a great guy and when we first met we used to “experiment” around a lot as we were horny teenage gay boys! He is actually the first guy I had sex with and I only realised that in the past year! The brain does love to suppress things! I don’t know if I’ll be mentioning much of AJ as he is away and we only communicate via facebook and e-mail. I won’t even see him when I go back to Cyprus because he’s leaving before I get there. Oh well...

Bella & Jessie: These are 2 of my very close girl-friends from Cyprus! They both study in the UK, one in Leicester and the other in Nottingham. I’m a lot closer with Bella than Jessie but I love them both! I tortured Bella throughout the years as she had a huge crush on me but she had no idea that I was gay and I used to avoid the subject as I was afraid. I remember she used to be quite miserable but she was so relieved when I finally told her. I’m really sorry for what she had to go through... I really only talk about them 2 when I visit them so...

Kip: I only talked about Kip in the beginning. He’s a loser! Only jokin! Kip is my GBFF (Gay Best Friend Forever!) He studies up in York and he’s a geek n a weirdo n I luv ‘im! I talk to him almost eeeeeeveryday for hours. Thing is we basically talk for just a few minutes and then we’re just there on the phone not talking, we just know each other is there. Now you will say how much does your phone bill come? Well I get unlimited free O2 calls and guess what network he’s on? It’s just nice knowing someone is there in ur ear who u can talk to when u want. Like that little voice in ur head u know...? o_O

Syke: Now Syke is also a looong story. Met him last year, thought he was a bit weird n a perv n he’s Cypriot so I avoided him. This year I find out that he’s “bi-sexual” so I talked to him and came out to him and he is suddenly my friend. He is a very good guy and carries much goodness in his heart but he is not the type of person I would be friends with. He doesn’t understand me and he is very childish and immature most of the time. He talks without thinking which puts him (and sometimes the people around him) in soooo much trouble and he keeps criticising the guys I like even though we have different tastes and I usually don’t go on and on about his guys. I pretend to be very nice with with him and to be his friend (I have such diplomatic qualities) but the truth is I don’t care so much. I just don’t understand him and he doesn’t understand me. I will be mentioning him a lot as we do hang out and we have a common close friend which I will talk more about after.

Zach: I have been saying I will write a post about this guy but I never have. He is a Malaysian guy I met before Christmas. To cut a long story short. He was gay-curious so he approached me and talked to me and convinced me, even though I did not want to at the beginning, to have a “thing” with him in secret of course. He is very good looking and used to model back in Malaysia. He was even in a music video clip! He was really nice and everything until we had sex! Oh my gays! It was terrible! It was technically then first guy I "made love to" as there was foreplay, kissing, passion etc It was very weird and can I be a bitch...? He was really small... Not that I mind! It was good coz I was tight but still I had to say it! :P So yeah after the sex he was like, oh I didn’t like the gay sex, it was weird so that was that. I still see him at uni and we talk and we also have common friends but things are ok now!Noodle: Last but not least! My bi-sexual/lesbian, Indonesian hoe! Very lovely girl! We hang out all the time since we study kind of the same thing. We go out have fun and she gets me! I’ll be mentioning Noodle since we spend so much time together!
Now the new people:

Aer: Jamaican boy I met through Syke. Now you see Syke doesn’t get me while Aer does and I would gladly be friends with him and I tell him stuff and feel comfortable with him! I met him during exam period in the library and he is bi-sexual/gay! You see I thought that I had enough friends and new people I meet I’m usually not that ok-you-can-be-my-friend open to them like Syke but there are just some people out there that you are compatible with and you can never have too many friends so I have bonded a lot with Aer but not so much with Syke even though I pretend to have :P

Asa: She is my sexy Nigerian friend! She studies the same as me and is part of the gang. The gang basically consists of me n a bunch of girls :P I’m sooo gay... Kinda sad but true! We all go out together and most of us do the same course so during breaks n stuff we all stick together n hang out.

Cherry: She is also a Malaysian friend who studies what I study! She is great and I got to meet her more this year and she has become a really nice friend. She also knows Zach so that is why things with him were hush-hush! She is part of the gang and we hang out a lot so I guess I will be talking about her a lot even though she did fail the year and we won’t be doing the same classes.

Samara: Lol! I named her after Samara from The Ring as her hair looks like that when she wakes up in the morning :P She’s Cypriot, part of the gang and a good friend. She is a very introvert person and rarely goes out with us so she mainly talks to me, Noodle and Asa as we were close from the first year. She also failed the year but hopefully I will be seeing a lot of her!

Foufou: She is my French friend who is hyperactive and has big boobs! :P She is very impatient and gets on my nerves sometimes but she knows that but I still like her! She is also part of the gang and I met her at the beginning of the year through Asa. She also knows Zach quite well and might even fancy him and it is through her that I met him and I always used to tell her that I would convert him jokingly (I kinda did...) and we used to “fake” fight over him but I got him in the end :) Gay bitches rule! She doesn’t know what happened between us though!

Coco: Not chanel! She is a friend from Hong Kong. I’m living with her for now and she is also part of the gang even though she doesn’t hang out with us much. She’s a lovely girl but to be honest I am not that close to her as I am to the rest of the crew.

As you can see my crew consists of different people and colours! Like a rainbow gang! How gay! Even though this has been long enough I will write a few teasers of what happened the past couple of months and then elaborate in separate posts...So what has been going on:

Amsterdam! This was at the end of May. Very nice time. A few dramas with the girls but overall loads of fun! High times!

Came back on Saturday 30th of May from Amstedam and had a very formal birthday party where I was sat on the same table as a guy that likes me and wants to go out with me... The birthday girl had planned everything! Also this bitch I knew from last year and stopped speakin to, started talkin to me about a boyfriend and stuff and I gave her some advice n now she thinks we are BFFs. WTF?! Then left went to Heaven Gay Club. This nite was OMG! Kissed this guy I knew from before. Fell for him! He kissed someone else then me again. Little hoe... Everyone was asking about the hickeys at work the next day...

Not much happening until couple of weeks after where we had an End of Year party at uni. Saw Prettyboy there. Damn he is sooooo hot! Talked with the hoe from Heaven. Nothin happened though... Very depressing nite...

Went to Britney Spears concert on the 13th June! Fantastic!! Syke n Aer went to Heaven again. Apparently was a very fun nite n Syke found a boyfriend!

Next Tuesday went to this gay bar in Camden called the Black Cap. A bit shabby but a cool place and apparently a lot of gay people know about it. Its mostly old ugly men but there is the odd couple of good looking people, the drag queens and a few other younger to middle-aged couples. We went on a karaoke nite. I refused to sing but then they got me drunk... Met a very interesting guy there as well...

Next nite we went to Heaven. Kissed a very flamboyant Brazilian. All nighter... Breakfast with the guy from Heaven.

Thursday we stayed in and went to Black Cap on Friday again. Kissed Aer on the train ride to Camden... After Black Cap went to Indian Gay club. Never knew such a thing existed! Kissed 5 guys that nite and kinda had sex with Aer...

Next few weeks not much happening... I passed to my 3rd year! Athena got pregnant and is having an abortion! A handsome straight black guy from work is getting too comfortable with me which looking at it from one side is scary and the other is very very turning on! Kissed him on the lips. No tongue damn it! But got a lick on the neck and of course bum pinching all the time!
Last weekend was London Gay Pride! Nice day. Was gonna go see Lady Gaga but I was just too tired. Ms Queen B will probably want to chop my head off! Then the Monday following went to Heaven and met the sweetest Syrian guy who was following me around the club aaaaaall night! Plus I was dancing so manically that a guy asked if he could get some pills off me... o_O What can I say I’m hyperactive!

The Saturday just passed I went to see Cascada at Heaven. So much fun! She is so pretty! And her dancers weren’t too bad either. Went there with Aer and a friend of his. Kiss a ginger guy who has a boyfriend (homewrecker!!!) and then this older guy with a great bod! Aer’s friend kept textin me all night after that and he really likes me... Oh my gays, how do I get myself into this...
So this is it. I will keep updating slowly on all the stories I wrote on here! See ya!! ;)


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Quick Note!

Hi Guys!! I'm back! I'm so sorry for the lack of updates! A lot has been going on. Including fun and me moving in with Athena coz my contract has ended, so because of all this mess and my procrastination I haven't found the time to write! I will write soon, hopefully before the weekend but u never know... Lots to say about amsterdam, another gay club I went to and the hickeys on my neck... A few photos... Bare with me a few more days! See ya!!


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